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so good morning the world, i just cannot turn on my brain right now. there was an earthquake in our city last night and everyone's speaking about it. we are used to bear earthquakes, it's really normal. these days are passing too fast and i cannot feel them totally. however my muse is near me. i understood it recently. my muse has never gone away, it's just me who didn't hear her voice. writing nonsense is common for me. i know i write it for myself only, because nobody else is interested in me and my miserable english.

the third month already i'm feeling a bit uncomfortable. you know, having relations usually change people, but i always try not to do it. sometimes relations can bring some undesireable limits into your life and for me it's to difficult to be limited in actions. so what i am speaking about... i wanted to say that any creative person shouldn't have any limits, neither external, nor internal. get rid of them, do not bear.

posting spring works. i really made them months ago. today, when autumn is coming i want do nothing except sitting at home. i lern to draw, with pencil and watercolor and i really love it. when your bad mood helps you to create art it definitely is good mood